I am experiencing sheer terror. WHite knuckle fear. My company is going through a merger and there are whispers we are the weaker of the two so it is more like them taking us over than a merger. We are not equal in this partnership and jobs will be lost. I can’t afford to lose mine and I am at an age where I think it will be hard to find similar work. The people around me are just whingeing and whining and I can’t take it anymore. I feel like I am going mad so I have investigated fast web formula. I am going to start making my own successful home based business so I can leave on my own terms and need not continue to live in fear.